Gerardo Medrano, a performer known as Heliana Perez, struggles to overcome deep-seated perfectionism and fear of rejection while attempting to submit an audition tape for *RuPaul’s Drag Race*. Despite his long-standing dream and years of preparation, past experiences with depression and relationship instability caused him to abandon previous applications. Through the support of host Megan Tan and producer Emma Alabaster, who frame his journey as a "Snooze Race," Gerardo confronts the shame and self-criticism inherited from his upbringing. By creating a multi-faceted audition video that honors his Mexican heritage—including tributes to Frida Kahlo—he eventually breaks his cycle of procrastination. Successfully submitting his application marks a significant personal milestone, demonstrating how he moves past the paralyzing need for flawlessness to embrace his authentic identity as a queer artist.
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