Kate Rowe's life has been full of wild adventures and hard living. But when a dark cloud lifted, and she found sobriety, Kate discovered something big about herself. CW: This story contains discussion of childhood sexual abuse, sexual assault and some strong language. Please take care when listening.

Ever since she stepped off the boat at Circular Quay as a 20-something 10-pound Pom, Kate has run fearlessly toward outrageous adventure.

As a young woman Kate travelled around Australia picking tobacco, hitchhiking and sometimes spent her weekends running riot in Kings Cross.

Then in 1974, she tagged along with some random guys she’d met who wanted to walk across the island of Timor.

From there, Kate ventured into South-East Asia, where she began smuggling bricks of cannabis from Thailand into Nepal.

But everywhere she went, Kate took herself with her, and so all kinds of baggage from her early life came along for the wild ride.

Eventually a cloud lifted, and when Kate found sobriety she realised something big about herself.

Content Warning: This story contains discussion of childhood sexual abuse, sexual assault and some strong language. Please take care when listening.

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This episode of Conversations was produced by Meggie Morris. Executive Producer is Nicola Harrison.

It explores trauma, healing, recovery, England, London, disordered eating, eating disorder recovery, substance abuse, addiction, drug trafficking, drug dealing, heroin, opium, alcohol, alcoholism, addiction recovery, therapy, counselling, sexuality, LGBTQI+, queer community, Mardi Gras, 1978, lesbian, women's Lib.

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From drug smuggling and opium dens to marching in the first-ever Mardi Gras—Kate's coming out

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From drug smuggling and opium dens to marching in the first-ever Mardi Gras—Kate's coming out