#1080 - Pursuit of Wonder - The Terrible Paradox of Self-Awareness

The podcast explores the complexities of self-awareness, questioning whether it is a blessing or a curse. It posits self-awareness as a "poison" consumed at birth, which can be transmuted into art, beauty, and wonder. The conversation tackles the paradox of consciousness, suggesting it's tragic because it can never fully understand itself, yet beautiful as it fuels unending inquiry into existence. The guest and host delve into strategies for managing the downsides of self-awareness, such as regret and choice anxiety, advocating for a bias toward action and embracing uncertainty. They touch upon the role of adversity as fuel for growth, the nature of desire, and whether happier people are simply less aware. Ultimately, the discussion seeks to understand what makes life worth the trouble, pointing to the pursuit of wonder and the acceptance of life's inherent chaos.