Hidden cameras, cum-as-lube, and deep emotional sex—Casey shares how healing from shame and trauma led to the hottest, most connected sex of his life.

📈 STATS | 30s gay bisexual white cis male, he/him pronouns, in a committed gay partnership after a decade of heterosexual marriage, from the US South, into: double ended toys, cum play, and really connected sex.

⏰ TIME CODE

00:00 From straight marriage to gay partnership and a 2 on the shame-o-meter

03:15 Growing up Christian, early curiosity, and accidental bathtub orgasms

10:55 First explorations with a friend and anxious attraction to boys

16:10 Holding out for marriage, fear of disappointing women, and dorm sex

20:14 Emotional manipulation, orgasm pressure, and the unraveling of his marriage

23:15 Best friends to lovers: high-stakes kisses, hot makeouts, and transcendent gay sex

28:35 Top, bottom, and day-of decisions: discovering his preferences with toys, lube, and communication

31:02 Sensitive penis tips, foreskin restoration, and full-body turn-ons

35:10 Attachment styles, stable sex, and learning to feel good in his own body

38:40 A tour of double-ended toys and the hotness of mutual masturbation sleeves

43:00 Ass-eating in the pool, cotton candy lube, and gradual rimming exploration

46:30 Prostate orgasm dreams and fantasies of tied-up topping

48:15 Dirty talk he loves (and what turns him off)

51:10 Homemade porn, hidden-camera consent, and favorite ways to come together

56:00 Porn, masturbation, and negotiating boundaries around solo play

1:00:18 Disasters: caught mid self-suck by mom (again)

1:01:31 Therapy, EMDR, and attachment theory as sexual healing

1:02:30 Hopes for a lifetime of emotional, connected sex with his partner

1:03:03 What he’d tell his younger self: “You’re okay.”

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Casey’s update from October 2022 | Happy Gay Christian

Originally released July 2022.

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