This podcast episode explores Megan O'Giblin's personal journey from growing up in a fundamentalist Christian community to questioning her faith and eventually losing it. O'Giblin's inquiry into the nature of reality, consciousness, and the afterlife is discussed, as well as the impact of digital technology and ethics of artificial intelligence. The episode delves into the profound impact of losing faith and the subsequent existential crisis experienced by many individuals. It raises questions about the limitations of reason, the search for meaning in a seemingly meaningless world, and the nature of profound experiences. The ethical concerns surrounding transhumanism and the potential loss of our humanity are also explored.