This episode explores the multifaceted impact of a spinal cord injury on the life of author Hanif Kureishi, examining his physical and emotional recovery process. Against the backdrop of his memoir, "Shattered," Kureishi recounts the suddenness of his accident and the subsequent disconnection from his own body, describing the initial feelings of helplessness and humiliation. More significantly, the interview delves into his experience with round-the-clock care, both from his partner and paid caregivers, highlighting the emotional complexities of dependence and the shift in his relationship dynamics. For instance, Kureishi describes feeling both like a helpless baby and a tyrannical one, demanding care while simultaneously experiencing shame and embarrassment. As the discussion pivoted to broader societal issues, Kureishi contrasts his experiences in Italian and British hospitals, noting the stark difference in the racial and ethnic backgrounds of healthcare workers and reflecting on Britain's dependence on immigration for its National Health Service. Finally, the conversation touches upon his father's immigration story and the changing landscape of British society, highlighting the irony of the nation's dependence on immigrants while simultaneously experiencing anti-immigrant sentiment.