This podcast episode follows Doug Cartwright's personal journey of self-discovery, from his strict religious upbringing to experiencing an identity crisis, losing his father, and navigating success and grief. It explores the limitations of critical thinking within the context of his Mormon upbringing and the pressure to conform to cultural expectations. The episode also delves into his struggle with shame and guilt, his career shift to salesmanship, and the realization that external success couldn't heal his internal wounds. Ultimately, Doug's story highlights the transformational power of psychedelic experiences and finding internal guidance amidst external achievements.